I should be studying,

and then going to bed. I have a quiz tomorrow. It's defining Biology terms, I'm so bad at giving meaning to words even when I know them.
I just wanted to say a few things. This afternoon I went over to my parents since my new niece was going to be there. We were just going to visit with her tiny little self. On the drive over there were two busses sitting at the intersection. Ava said 'Wook, two bus'. Maybe it was just a fluke that she said two or she can really count objects. I just thought it was really cool. Especially when she isn't all that vocal. She is getting better every day.
I'll have to post pictures from our visit later, my camera is in the car and I don't feel like getting it.
I thought there was something else I wanted to brag on Ava but I can't remember now.
My nursing application is going out tomorrow! One step closer......

My first post!

Feeling a little low right now. It's the whole friendship/support thing again. I have few real friends but nobody to really talk to. I try to be supportive of others but don't get the same in return. I don't understand why....that's it.
I can talk to Jay but it's still not a girlfriend to get out of the house and away from the kids. I love them to death but it'd be nice to have some 'me' time.
They are just dolls though. I can't believe that I am this lucky to have such great kids. They are both so sweet and healthy, such a dream. It hurts me to see Ava as shy as I was/am. I don't want her to go through the same things I did. I don't want her to have friends that hurt her or take advantage of her.
I'm currently taking a Biology class in the mornings. Yeah, another one. It seems to be going good though. I like the instructor and I already know most of the material. I've got 3 projects to do, they sound fun if I ever get them started.
Jay is looking at doing some insurance/investment stuff right now and is really liking it. But I'll have to be working before he can really pursue it full time. That's only about 3 years away, if all goes well.